Just a quick update:
I just spoke with Evelynn, Lindsay's mom, in California and all is well. Instead of puttting Lindsay into a home she is being taken care of at home. We, Evelynn and I have alot in commen in common now from our experience of taking care of bedridden loved one's.
I wont lie to my friend's here but I have been very very selfish most of my life, without realizing it

, and I'm floating at this time between my selfpity and my desperate love for Lindsay, not a good place to be trust me. Anyway I must think of the positive and that is I will be going to spend time with my love in the next month or two! I had nobody to cry to or to hug but my puppy doo MAX was very happy to oblige

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Everyone, all my extended family, has been very supportive during this situation and I can only repay you by saying thank you! I have gotten more support from my friend's here than from anywhere or from anyone else.
Another one our the song's we used to sing to each other:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iw4aFNg3MSMThis may have been the weight on my shoulder's as of late that led to my 'confronational exploit's' with my friend's here, I'm sorry for that!


