- 06 May 09, 17:58#115174
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what do you want ?
Do you want me to feel sorry for a suicidal ?
no coments.
" And suddenly I realized that I was no longer driving the car consciously. I was driving it by a kind of instinct, only I was in a different dimension. "Senna, Ayrton.
Yes.. it could be medications overdose, if it was, my apologies.
But as for suicide question.
I don't change my opinion.Doesn't matter the reason, the difficulties somebody's got...There's no reason to commit suicide at all, i can asure you that there are lots of people with the same or worse problems and overcome them without suicide, suicide is the exit of the weaks besides the fact it's a sin.
Now my freind ya have totally pissed me of well done.
You have no idea why people commit suicide, its a tragic set of circumstance. Firstly depression isnt something people just get, its a chemical imbalance in the brain. Secondly i use my self as an example my best mate died with SADS, my son was extremly in hospital, i was dealing with lots of emotions aveing been abused as a child, then looking at a my own son thinking wtf could that monster have done. I went to be wishing i was dead i woke up wishing i was dead not because i wanted to but to take the pain away.
I had no control over the way i was feeling i went to docs for help but didnt get any, it took me trying to kill myself to get help. Its takeing 4 diffrent drugs to get me feeling normal again.
Depression and mental illness is a horrible disability namely due to people like you that have no understanding of do some research and stick religon up ya bottom as ya ant got a bloody clue
Man, you`ve got your problems, sorry for you! but you`re not the only one who has to deal with problems!
I`ll give a example I have here...When I was 4 years old my older brother died(he was 6 at the time) you can say(but you`d be wrong) that I was too young to feel that as an adult.
Ok but let me talk about what my mother felt.
1 month before my brother die, my grandfather(father of my mother) died with a brain stroke. then, 1 month later my brother who was really healthy until then died by a respiratory disease.
She blamed herself for a long time, it`s not easy to any parent have a child dead.But to my mother it was much more difficult because she is doctor, she is pediatrician. what contraditory, isn't it ? a Person who dedicates her life to take care of children have his child death...
She went to psychiatrists, had lots of conversations with priests and everything...but she has never thought about suicide, she took about a year to go back work...Of course that today(almost 20 years later) she misses them both(my brother much more of course) but she`s completely normal...don`t talk like you have the biggest problems of the world, because you don't.
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tsc tsc...
what do you want ?
Do you want me to feel sorry for a suicidal ?
no coments.

" And suddenly I realized that I was no longer driving the car consciously. I was driving it by a kind of instinct, only I was in a different dimension. "Senna, Ayrton.