Hmm, I'm sure we have some sort of system for sending personal messages that the rest of us can't and shouldn't read... 
I'm sure it'll come to me if I think hard enough...
(Although the suspicious side of me wonders whether it's one bloke trying to wind us all up by being both sides of the conversation. If so - yawn.
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I'm sure there is some sort of thing / rule in here, that you shouldn't put it on a public post, but come on... I love this man.. and as much as you think i'm the original poster (please note he's also a mod on here, so how is that possible) I am not, Andy is a lovely respectable man and would not dream of being such a low life by talking to himself on here... if anything thats proably what I would do because I'm a stupid mare for hurting him and for that I'm sorry... Ok can I stop gabbling because I'm blubbering again.
A goldfish needs its water to survive, well I don't I have my tears, but I want and need andy to realise I'm sorry and I love him.
Blah blah I bet your thinking but hey ho... F1 rocks!